I never knew I'd be so close to getting booted from college.
But yesterday, I almost was.

At college, I sadly failed one subject in 2006.
And was told to redo the subject next year (2007).

So I retook the subject, but once again, I failed it.
Which I felt extremely sad, because I worked much harder on it.

But because I failed the subject twice, I was almost booted from college.

I never felt so pathetic, I'm extremely close to passing, yet at the same time close to never returning to college to finish my degree.

So now, I'm very nervous, next term I'll be doing the subject for a third time. I'm grateful that the teacher is giving me a third chance.

Especially now that my entire life fall down to this one subject.
If I pass, I graduate and be able to get a job.
But if I fail, everything I have worked hard for is worth nothing.
I passed 20 out of 22 subject, (doing the 2nd last one now).

And all that money that my parents have helped pay, and effort I have put into getting this far.
It all comes down to trying to pass the assignment.